to a dear friend.

when i was dating my first true love he had a best friend named michael tang.
he treated me like a sister and was one of the best people i know.

but now that we've broken up.
it's hard to even be friends or 'hang' with all my old friends anymore. in that circle of friends anyway.
there's nothing i can do about it. without hurting.
we don't talk anymore.
but i miss them dearly. and still care for them a lot.
and i think about all of them often.

recently. michael tang was in a car accident.
and when i found out. as much as i wanted to run to his side and check.
the circumstances of everything took over.
i couldn't. it wasn't my place anymore.
i just sat there in my room and cried my eyes out and prayed.

all i can do is send the following message:

hey michael (:
don't know when you'll get this but doesn't matter haha

but well i can see you're doing heaps well!! so awesome to see you up and smiling!! :D
i just wanted you to know
despite the fact the we're not as close anymore given some circumstances
i still care and have been thinking and keeping you in my prayers
i hope you get well soon!!

still love you like my brother haha (: <3
hope i'll bump into you sometime soon again

love from abbey

p.s i say this with complete sincerity.