from something i hate...

into something i love..

i was actually pretty scared. 

going to the places full of memories.

experiencing things again.. that was full of memories.

i'll admit.

it hurt a little.

but it didn't compare to the joy i felt reliving that moment again.

and replacing it with new and better memories.

i can look back on it.

and it wouldn't be.

that heartbreaking sob story.

but it would be

just.. 

wow i remember that amazing time that.. 

those memories i was so scared of facing.

the memories i was trying so hard to avoid and remember again.

changed completely. 

over written into new perfect and pure memories.

turning

from something i hated. 

into something that i can i love again.

love from abbey.