the last.

the last - wongfu.

completely poured my eyes out.
but it's so true.
so freaking true.

i've had - what i loved. when i loved.
does that mean i have three more to go?

people keep pushing me.
"abbey, we'd be compatible" .. "abbey, go for that guy. you can do it"
what the hell does that even mean?
just because i can. doesn't mean i will?

i'm not looking for someone to fill the void of being my boyfriend.
i'm not looking for someone just so i won't be alone.
i'm not looking to just date around for the fun of it.
i'm not looking to play games anymore.
i'm done.

i've had my heart broken so badly already and i don't plan on going back there again.
and just when i've picked up the pieces too.

i'm looking for the last.
as cheesy as that sounded
it's true.


love from abbey.