honestly.

i'm actually not really good at being single.
it's not because i can't stand it or i'm one of those people that keep dating one after the other.
i'm just good at being in a couple. i like being in a couple.
committing to one person, talking to them about their day and mine, shopping with them, doing life,  sharing memories and experiences.. and loving them unconditionally.
i'm one of those people that like to love and share my life.
is this wrong? is this normal?

but i guess for now.
i need to start loving myself more. i should start loving myself. putting myself first sometimes.
i need to be able to guard my own heart, from people that take my love for granted.
where do i even start?..


as usual
love from abbey.